I often get asked if I think we’ll have more kids.
The answer is yes, we do want one more child.
When? I’m not sure….and I’m not going to stress over it.
You see, right now my heart is full. My plate is full. And for the time being I feel complete. (I use the word complete lightly, because I’d be lying if I said I didn’t have baby fever) But if I’m being honest I feel like we are waiting for someone. I feel like a family member is missing. That someday there will be another Sass, boy or girl, that will come to join our family.
If I’ve done anything right in my whole life, it was bringing Kamryn and Logan into this world. The timing that both these babies were born was perfect. I remind myself of that daily. I remember thinking I was too young to be a mom when Kamryn was born. I remember stressing about the age difference between Kamryn and her brother or sister when we were trying to get pregnant with Logan. Now I know none of that mattered. Our family is EXACTLY how its supposed to be and exactly how God planned it to be.
Thats why I know whenever the right time to add our third and final addition into our family comes, we will be ready and it will be perfect. Mike and I are constantly reminded that no matter what we plan, it doesn’t matter. God has His own plan and that plan trumps any plan we could ever make up.
My husband and my two kids hold my whole heart and for now, thats how its supposed to be. One day my heart will expand yet again and I’ll love that little boy or girl just as much. The biggest thing I’ve learned since starting a family (and by growing up in general) is that it doesn’t matter who says whats right and whats wrong. It doesn’t matter what your friends do. It doesn’t matter what the average age is to get married and have babies. You do whats right for you and your family!
And for Mike and I…..Kam and Logan are whats right as of (today) November 9th, 2013.
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