She was a surprise. A big giant surprise. My whole pregnancy I was in a weird state of denial that we were going to be a family of 6. I wanted 4 kids, someday but it wasn’t in the plans to have 4 just yet. I remember being in labor and when the nurse told me it was time to push she commented on how my face completely changed and I looked nervous. It wasn’t because I was about to push, it was because I was about to be a mom to 4. How in the world were we going to do this?! It’s been a rough few weeks, hell its been a rough few months, no years, (nothing to do with Tenley or the kids at all. Our family is doing just fine. Other stuff.), and Tenley has made it all seem better somehow. Isn’t it funny how God gives us exactly what we need, exactly when we need it?? We don’t even know we’re going to need it but we do. Tenley is absolutely a gift from God….this baby completes our world. I’m so thankful God trusted us with this responsibility one more time. I’m overwhelmed with gratefulness…I really really am.
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